How do I ask you
To stay
Without feeling
I’m in the way?
How do I ask you
To stay
Without feeling
I’m in the way?
I can lose you
In a heartbeat,
And I know
I probably will.
But let me forget
Just for an hour.
Please let this heart be still.
What is the rush?
And why are we angry
At the car ahead of us?
How fast do we need to go,
To be fast enough?
And why do we let anger
Blindly lead us
To what is already sure
To come fast enough?
Just tell me;
What is the rush?
Anyone can fight for me,
But would you please
Just love?
Love is all I will ever need.
Please slow down,
Let me soak in
The world
Of you and I.
I want every detail
To remain as clear
As it is now.
I know you’re leaving,
And I’ll survive.
But just do me a favor;
Please slow down.
So I can revisit where we are
Right here
Right now.
It is impossible for you
To waste any of my time.
When I’m with you,
Time becomes
What it always has been;
Made up.
But what happens
When home
Refuses
The name?
Life is always
Too loud
Or
Too quiet.
And I’m left
With the unsettling thought
That maybe it will never be
Just right.
I’ve already wasted
Too much of your time.
I want to say sorry,
But how dare I
Take a second more?
I know it’s been a while,
And I know that
You’re a stranger now.
Maybe you always have been.
I also know
Neither of us can make up
For all the time lost.
But mom please know this,
I forgive you.
And I wish you nothing
But peace and happiness.
I still love you.
And I hope
Wherever you are,
You still love me too.