It Didn’t Hurt at First 

It didn’t hurt at first,

When you called her 

Your one and only.

And I didn’t flinch 

When you kissed her,

In my car.

But tonight,

You put your arm 

Around her

And all at once,

With no warning 

My heart shattered.

It shouldn’t have mattered,

But goddamn it mattered.

Nothing has ever mattered